The Rides Of Life

can't sleep.... keep waking up....
like i'm stuck in one big nightmare over and over again.....
my life is like repeating itself, going round in circles....
think i'm going nauseous from the recycled

listening to Cold Play's "The Scientist" now......
really feeling it now...... it hurts so badly......
it really hits me so hard, word by word......
then my winamp moves to the song Epiphany by Staind
the song speaks for itself and for the wounded......

suffering ever since yet i still hold on..... not letting go.....
stupid? dumb? maybe......
but when something means that much to you, you'll never let it go.....

i wonder how long will this go on......
God have mercy on me.....

posted by de @ 2:27 PM